I wish I weren't alone today

By Alston on February 21, 2008 11:21 AM | | Comments (2) | TrackBacks (0)

I wish I weren't alone today
I wish I were okay
But if you were here with me
I wouldn't know what to say

I feel as though I have no will
As though I weren't at all
I can not even walk outside
To feel the sun, it's call

It's better than it was before
That much I must admit
At least I still reach out to you
As much this permits

Still I wish I weren't alone today
But writing this has helped
I have a couple hours left
For killing cancer's whelps

Addendum: I know it says that I am all alone today, but I'm not really. There are many people wishing me well, this I know. I still draw strength from you.

In case you forgot, I started more chemo two days ago, and it ends this afternoon. This afternoon can't come fast enough, though.

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2 Comments

Shelley said:

Hey,

Well I am certainly impressed by your courage and attitude,it certainly has made a difference to my sister.
You know that my office is just next door so let me know if you want some company when you are here for your few hours of chemo.

Shelley

February 22, 2008 8:08 AM
rebel said:

hope your feeling a tad better and that the weekend brings some well-deserved "restoration".

February 23, 2008 11:30 AM

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